Maybe I want to say that the politically incorrect pleasures of feminist heterosexuality should be taken seriously after all. As the heroine [of Vanalyne Green's Spy in the House That Ruth Built. (video, 1989)] reminds us, to be a het is to be endangered as a woman, often in the position of bringing it all on yourself. To like it is to ask for it. But in the somewhat different case of the feminist. heterosexual, to know that to like it is to ask for it and to still want it is to be perverse. Perhaps not nice girls need to appreciate how queer they really are."
I looked down at my camera with its short flat lens.
I went into a reverie.
I had just learned that the garden is...
a symbol for Mary's virginity...
belonging to humanity, to God, but not to the female body.
I was happy thinking about the paintings.
"Can I sit on your lap?"
I couldn't have heard him.
Sam Horn looked fantastic.
A vision.
Oh, the way those uniforms possessed those bodies.
"There isn't room," I said.